AI Generated Summary: Often, we don't notice changes in our behavior, but sometimes it's necessary for someone to point them out to us. Recognizing and dealing with behavioral problems requires self-awareness and an understanding of the triggers that cause stress. Practicing mindfulness, such as conscious breathing, can be helpful in this process..
We rarely notice behavioral changes in ourselves unless someone points them out. One of the reasons is that we often don’t pay enough attention to ourselves.
We tend to robotize and normalize our daily actions, and before we know it, we may be dealing with a serious problem or addiction, and so on.
One trait I usually lacked was patience, whether with myself, my family, in traffic, or in line at the grocery store. As I said, “lacked,” not anymore.
My lack of patience comes with symptoms like anxiety, anger, impulsiveness, and imperativeness. These signs should be easy to notice, but for me they began to go unnoticed. It wasn’t until people close to me - and I’m grateful to them for their patience - started pointing out every episode where I overreacted because of this problem.
It is embarrassing to be called on such foolishness. If you’ve been through this, as I have, don’t overreact. Surely this person wants the best for you, even if it doesn’t seem like it at the moment.
Breaking this cycle is not easy and requires understanding what triggers this behavior. Stress-inducing triggers are often related to the environment (home, work, transportation, etc.), someone, our financial situation, the political situation of our country, and so on.
In my case, I already recognized that I had a problem and wanted to make a change, so it was time to see what I could do to break the cycle. One of the exercises I’ve been practicing is mindfulness through breathing. Essentially, when we focus on our breath, our awareness of our body increases, we feel more relaxed (with improved circulation), which leads to better decision making.
I can already see improvements because everything gets better when we are less stressed.